Adventure Ship Ahoy !

Dear Bloggers,

My last post was about accepting God. And I still do. However I have realized my change is also something that would have occurred on my own.

I am God's creation , but I also have some freedom to make my choices.
My future is open to my own discretion. And that is terrifying , it has never
been this way and I never been fully aware of it this way. If you are a young person still living with your family enjoy it , your time well come when you are completely changed person. You well look in the mirror and wonder where your old self went.

You might wish that old , would come back. Old and comfy. That safety net you never realized you had until now. But my safety net is gone and I am already swimming in the ocean. I have already let go of the past without realizing it. And instead of thinking about the lost and the unreachable , I am looking towards the new and exciting future.

I am ready to jump on a ship and set sail for new horizons. And even though this was true for along time , I clung to the idea of the past land I used to live on. And believe me you can drown in the ocean and pretend to swim home at the same time. I woke up and I thought this is all a bad dream , if I lay down it won't be as bad it used to be and I can forget being scared.

But it well get bad again , I well surely make mistakes again , but the best I can say is that I have learned enough to start this new life on this new ship as most prepared as I can be.

Now do you want to wish for safety and past ?

OR DO YOU WANT AN ADVENTURE OF A LIFETIME ?

Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.             Helen Keller