This dream hasn't actually occurred. But It seems real enough.

Damon and I enter the meadow. I see a stag , I go out to hunt it. Damon tells me to stop and I do. He asks me what I really want , I don't think you are going for it you are just going for the stag because you can satisfy yourself on it for a while. You want something bigger juicer.

You want a human , more importantly you want to feel human again.

Yes , I have felt strange lately.

The hardest and most terrifying thing is to admit what you want, he says , because you are scared of winning , you are used to being held back and feeling helpless . This freedom is more scary than being held back. If you don't go for what you want now , you well lose your chance.

I agree , I want to be human again. And leave the meadow.